relooked the older posts from 2009.
from fdc in how we won the first runner up, to gold modular workshop where we all passed, project work where we met a lot of problems,to schoolwork problems where i did really bad, stress from my piano teacher, exams, passing of evac accred, class dramas, squad matters, to now, 18th december. 2009's ending. WOW.
i think everything just passed super fast, just that we don't know it.

'yes, i miss trainings.
yes, i miss the times when our legs hurt ten times more.
yes, i miss the times when we have to keep doing yang tinggi.
yes, i miss the times when we march around without any standard.
yes, i miss the time when we had a nice FDC SLACK CAMP.
yes, i miss the times when we ate macs and sang cheers so LOUDLY AT NIGHT.
yes, i miss marching at night.
yes, i miss the times when the trainings were held 3-4 times a week,.
yes, i miss the times when we go home at 6.30.
yes, i miss the times when encouragement was given.
yes, i miss the selection tests we have to go through.
yes, i miss the uniform inspections whereby we have to stand super straight.
yes, i miss the times when we were all being so hyper together
yes, i miss the times when we had the confidence to get champion, although we didnt.
yes, i miss the times when we took photos.
yes, i miss the times when we marched or hentak in the sun.
yes, i miss the banging sound made by all our boots.
yes, i miss the bonding of everyone.
yes, i miss the times when we always sat around in a circle to do debrief.
yes, i miss the times when we cheered and hentak-ed.
yes, i miss EVERYTHING.
I miss everything which i think that was CRAP for me last time.'

HMM, FIND IT FAMILIAR?
no, i didnt retype it. i copied all from feburary 2009 's post.
maybe reminicsing the past really do make you feel upset.
cause what is past cant be the same again, no matter how much we want to do so.
2009 had indeed been a year full of many ups and downs, not only for me, but for almost everyone.
but it just passed just like that.
memories left back. (:
and it will forever be. (:
idk why, i am supposed to be sleeping now. cause i am really tired. but i think if i sleep now, i will not post this tomorrow.

I MISS YOU, 2009 (:
goodnight :D