i really tried making myself to be happy when school reopens.
but somehow, tried just became tired.
i am tired from trying. and i am tired that i tried and it failed.
i will only take it as another less than a year to go, but it feels like everything's passing by so slowly,
and i already feel really tired at the first week.
tomorrow's the second week, i will try to accept everything that goes my way,
maybe like this time will pass faster.

i don't know, maybe's just me but i am really tired from so many things.
i have never felt so unhappy before.
and never had i felt so tired and awkward.
NEVER.

maybe somehow, i just have to escape from reality for a while.
i think i really need that.