hellooooooo. havent been blogging for quite a while now!
school have been really busy and hectic for the past few months. like its really busy till i never noticed that time is flying so fast.
damn, a few days more to june! and a few days more till i turn 18 (next saturday to be exact!)
man, time really passes so fast. zoom zoom!

i cant even believe that i am taking my A's this year. like i'm gonna complete my whole 12 years of education this year! idk whether i should be feeling happy or not, cos i am not faring very well in my studies either.
Tired, thats the word.
there are so many moments in the past few months that i just wanna spend the whole day on bed, sleeping, stoning, reading books, dreaming, writing, listening to music, drink coffee etc! i mean i would find these boring in the past, but as i grow up, i realised the true meaning behind doing such stuff.

IT DOES HAVE A MEANING. and when you get all tired and sad, those stuff are what you really desire for.

CCA had taken a huge toll on me because of 'The Witches' performance. but luckily it ended last april and i got some free time right now to settle down and study. there were so many times that i really wanted to break down and just fuck everything (im sorry) but yay, i managed to pull through. which means, hanging in there really works. its worth it.

study wise, i am coping better now, fortunately! :) although i am still failing subs and all, but hey, at least i wasnt the sharlyn who wasted the whole of last year. I CAN DO THIS. I CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING I WANT AS LONG AS I AM DETERMINED TO WORK HARD! \m/

emotions...............
secondary school had been a emotional roller coaster for me. so i really dont wish this would repeat.
but...
to be honest, i really dont know how i feel now.
like towards you. yeah sure, you definitely make my day in one way or another! but still i know i have to pull back because there are so many things i know. (or maybe i still dont)

i suppose that kinda wraps up my life for the past 2 years! but i know i must hang in there, because i am reaching the end soon! A's is going to be over and i am going to prepare for the next phase ahead!

(but before that, i get my time to play and have a life heheh)

xx,
Sharlyn.