i just had this feeling today. it's just a normal 'hey can you help me pick this up?' 'plus the cap sorry!' 'thanks a lot'

my replies: 'oh where is it?' 'haha you're welcome.'
what really had happened to us? i mean yeah actually my heart kinda broke and i feel kinda sad.
its not that i have not gotten over it, its just funny. funny that from being so close in the past it to only engaging in conversations because it is necessary, like picking up a pen.

And that was our first conversation this year. really funny huh?
its kinda amazing how the world works. we were just like complete strangers, just that you know my name.
'Sharlyn'. really? i heard hesitance in your voice, like you were reluctant to ask me for help.
but you had to, cos its necessary.

We have been reduced to nothing perhaps. what we have left is memories which i bet you dont even want to remember anymore. i know i had hurt you in a way, but you know,
after today,
i really miss you.

As a friend, really i do miss you. but since you had moved on (and so do I), then i shall wish you all the best.
just remember that i really thank you for being in my life (although you will never get to see this.)

Love,
Sharlyn.