Shine Bright
Hullo




posted : Friday, January 23, 2015
title : stuck @ home
okay so now i finally got the time to blog about stuff despite half of the time being at home and stuff ever since school started?

I'm gradually becoming such a no lifer I cant even myself... its like home > school > home > school > home kinda want my life back but i think this is going to happen for the next few months or so.

but nowadays i really like to stay at home. before this nuaster period came I love to be out and about but IS THIS A SIGN OF AGEING I SINCERELY HOPE NOT. but i'm getting so lazy (especially now when my delayed by 10 days code red came knocking on the door like hay franz i'm here for a visit.

Maybe i really need to get a life.

school's been pretty okay, with rather boring lectures (with the exception of ec2373 cos hes a 70++ y/o prof who is so engaging and adorable hehe hes just like an amiable grandpa) and my NUS partners-in-crime aka dem franzzzz hehe they are really my happy pills in school; lunch at the deck are never boring with them around.

like how am i going to survive school without them?! ^ so glad that i met them in camp :')
speaking about camp, i am going to be an OGL for econs camp 2015 HAHAHAHA JOKE OR WHAT. but legit okay, first and prolly the only time i am going to do this.

I am not supposed to be at home today actually.. but somehow my schedule got messed up pretty badly so i ended up being at home. I think i'm really tired in organising stuffs and things just screw up when i am supposed to meet someone. Messed up schedules is really one of my pet peeves and i can get pretty angsty (esp now with the addition of PMS I AM TOTALLY AWARE.) so now i have no idea whats going on and i'm just going to go with the flow. whatever it is, i'm just going to leave it to the other party to settle for i am too tired to do so. do i sound very angsty? actually i still am HAHA but prolly not as bad as yesterday night when i can actually punch someone.

sometimes, i think i really have to change this temper of mine but i really cant help it cos its my character :(

Have you ever felt a potential love for someone?

Like, you don’t actually love them and you know you don’t, but you know you could. You realise that you could easily fall in love with them. It’s almost like the bud of a flower, ready to blossom but it’s just not quite there yet. And you like them a lot, you really do. You think about them often, but you don’t love them. You could, though. You know you could.

W.J.

pretty complicated, but i have experienced it quite a number of times haha. and it sucks when it boils down to nothing. This is pretty accurate though!

toodles!