Being in uni makes me realize something: There are so many people who are doing much better than you, and you have nowhere to go but up. The higher you go, there will always be people better than you. And this goes on and on and it feels never-ending. Like jack and the beanstalk yknow. 

Finals are coming and ending in 2 weeks time, going for an operation to remove my wisdom teeth which means another 2 weeks to be spent at home, finding part time jobs, Econs camp coming right up... Summer break's gonna be exciting! (But not the wisdom tooth part I'll prolly be miserable LOL but mentally prepared. 

Just.. Feeling pretty tensed up with everything right now prolly cos of my shitty midterm grades and hence the need to do wayyyyyyyyyy better. It's normal, the before-every-exam-feeling-like-shit phase that i had been going through since secondary school. 

But one thing I am very sure of, I am so glad that there are people around that I can always rant to, to vent all my frustrations, to seek comfort in.. I think that's what makes life meaningful you see. It's like you don't even expect yourself to meet such wonderful people in your life when you're quite an ass yourself, yet these people can tolerate your asshole-ness LOL maybe it's just me but really. I am so thankful for the people who could tolerate my incredibly low level of patience, hot temper, stubbornness.. And still find things to appreciate within me that sometimes I didn't even realize it. You guys know who yall are ❤️

And there's something that had been bothering me for quite a while but I usually chuck it aside when I get busy but think about it when I am not; the one who broke my barrier? 

Haha gosh I sound so cheesy and drama mama but hey thank you. For tanking all my shit and always willing to hear me out, giving me timely reminders to study hard and to update me on your life. I really appreciate it, and with that,

I feel so blessed.

Time to sleep, goodnight world.