"解脱 是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走 我有自由好好过

解脱 是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔 我总会实现一个梦

心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我"

Its been especially so these few days, when I've been opening up to people about my past.
And I realised something. Yes, I definitely have gotten over whatever that happened back then; but I guess it will always haunt me, bother me, probably until I get a form of security.

Its true that I'm full of insecurities; I'm afraid that everything will repeat and I'll get nothing but hurt.
I can't take that anymore and I don't want it anymore.

Which is why I try not to get too close to, well, guys in general. But I guess some things really cannot be helped and I think there is no turning back for me.

Well.. just one of the days where I'm thinking (TOO MUCH) and hence when I overthink this will be my channel of release. I really need to stop thinking so much and just bury myself in work yes?

Shar