One thing that I really, really hate the most,
is that people are not being honest about he/she really feel.
About me, towards me, or being with me.

Even worse, is when I hear how he/she truly feel from another party.
So am I supposed to thank you for putting up a front to assure me everything is okay, you're comfortable with me but actually behind my back there is actually this tinge of unwillingness in which I can't detect at all because you did an excellent job hiding?

If you don't feel as comfortable as I do towards you, and all the while I had thought that it was mutual, then it must be pretty naive on my part. Now I am even contemplating so hard on whether to ask you directly about it, or just forget about it.

But deep down, I know I'm curious, DAMN CURIOUS.
And once I decide to go ahead with something, I will do it. And I wouldn't give up until I get a satisfying answer.

I don't want any of my friends to not feel comfortable and not say it, I mean if that's the case at least tell me what I did to make you feel this way and how I can change?

Conclusion: Don't ever leave me hanging. I seriously hate it. I can still appear normal to you now but once I cannot take it anymore, just be prepared to face whatever I want to ask.